Friday, January 14, 2011

2 cents for today

It's time for another iFamot theory/theories!
Ready?
Sometimes I wonder a lot about friendships. I don't exactly know how to phrase this so I'm just going to throw it out there. I sometimes wonder what the world would be like if this was how a normal person's psychology worked (maybe it actually is).
What if everyone only made friendships to manipulate people. Say you get to know someone really well, but it turns out you only did that so you can destroy the infrastructure inside their head and make them kill themselves. These seems radical, but it's just a theory on one way to look at things. I obviously would never do this, but it really makes you wonder who you can really trust.
Now, I have something more important. What do we as humans seek in life? I think the answer in short is mostly relationships. We seek relationships and we seek to know about other people. We take it slowly and crack the egg to their secrets and reasoning and mind open little by little. We do this, we want to help, and we want to be remembered as someone who could be trusted. I've been trying this the past couple of months and I like where its heading. Obviously, this reason to get to know people seems much better than the first mentioned reason.
But you never know. A well trusted psychopath could kill us all one day.
Um. Ya. I'll probably talk more about this later. Please comment on this post if you have anything at all to say on this subject.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

New ways of thought

I'm sitting on my bed at 3 in the morning having arrived home from Hawaii I think... Almost 19 hours ago. Having remained awake for nearly 22 consecutive hours, I passed out at around noon and awoke around midnight. Don't worry, my normal sleeping schedule will resume in a day or two.
Anyways, I'd like to share some of my experiences and thoughts on stuff. In this post, it'll be about new ways of thought. It's simply basic, and I just want to post something too. But basically, I like new ways of thought. I think it helps stimulate our minds and keeps life interesting at the very least.
I've written two "albums" of time periods of about a year each. They each exhibit some sort of characteristic of how I portray the world.
The first, "In The Heat Of The Moment", portrays somewhat simple thoughts of a beginning songwriter. Looking back on it, I think some the songs are actually quite brilliant. I'll post some links to them later.
Second, "In The From", slightly matured as I tried to evolve even further my song writing ability. Near the end, it's pretty clear im not an amateur anymore.
Now I'm on my current era which I will not unveil the title of yet. But several events have happened in the past month that have inspired me greatly and surely will change my song subjects for the time being.
There's a song by radiohead called "Videotape". If you haven't heard it, go listen to it right now. But anyways, about two months ago I decided to start recording "Videotape" days. I have three already:
October 23
November 18-20
December 26
The days represent mind changing events that have change me forever. I'm not exagerating. In the next couple of months, I'll be posting more and more songs as I hope for time and recording availability. Anyways, you can check out what I want the public to see at my YouTube channel: http://www.YouTube.com/user/iFamot222
All for now, surely there must be something later.